Things about me.
1. I'm a mess. & I'm really sorry that I am.
2. I'm weak. I'm not strong, never strong, physically & mentally. The word strong and me will never ever fit.
3. I take little things people say seriously, sometimes way too seriously. Little things people say might keep me up all night crying.
4. I still remember my childhood nightmares, I always remember nightmares but I'll never remember sweet dreams. Actually, I never really had sweet dreams.
5. I love my family. So much I'd give up anything for them.
6. I love my bestfriend, alot.
7. I HATE MYSELF. I hate the girl I always see in the mirror, for being sucha bitch, sucha whore. sometimes I just feel like jumping off a cliff. well, not sometimes, pratically everytime.
8. I look down on myself, for having scars on my hand. for letting people look down on me, for letting people push me around.
9. I don't smile often. I'm not happy often. I'm only happy around my family and bestfriend & that's why I'm always taken granted and always judged.
10. I don't deserve to exist. I really don't.
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Things about me.
19.2.12 | Sunday, February 19, 2012 |
0 Mr(s)1. I'm a mess. & I'm really sorry that I am.
2. I'm weak. I'm not strong, never strong, physically & mentally. The word strong and me will never ever fit.
3. I take little things people say seriously, sometimes way too seriously. Little things people say might keep me up all night crying.
4. I still remember my childhood nightmares, I always remember nightmares but I'll never remember sweet dreams. Actually, I never really had sweet dreams.
5. I love my family. So much I'd give up anything for them.
6. I love my bestfriend, alot.
7. I HATE MYSELF. I hate the girl I always see in the mirror, for being sucha bitch, sucha whore. sometimes I just feel like jumping off a cliff. well, not sometimes, pratically everytime.
8. I look down on myself, for having scars on my hand. for letting people look down on me, for letting people push me around.
9. I don't smile often. I'm not happy often. I'm only happy around my family and bestfriend & that's why I'm always taken granted and always judged.
10. I don't deserve to exist. I really don't.
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